2009 has been a hard year for me. Haven’t done too much blogging as I’ve had to deal with personal issues.

October 2, 2009, my husband told me that he wanted out of our 9 year marriage. I was not shocked. He told me when he was drunk, looking at a wall and said, “I want out.” In the past he has always said, “I think I want out.” This time is was different. He had already made up his mind. What could I say but, “OK”. It has been a rough three months for me. Not being sure if I was coming or going. I’ve been over-analyzing everything. It’s been rough and tough…but I know that God is faithful and has been with me every step of the way.

I’ve done a lot of crying. I’ve done a lot of not understanding. I’ve been missing him a lot. I’ve been wondering if he has had a place to sleep. I’ve been wondering if he has food to eat.

I try to look on the positive and up side of all of this. I now have a place to put my car — in the garage where it belongs.

It’s not been fun. I have been abandoned. The only good thing is that I have a great job and fantastic friends…but….I need to keep remembering that the God that brought me through 2009 – is surely going to be bringing me through 2010.

Pledges/Angry People

March 20, 2008

So her husband may either confirm or nullify any vos or pledges she makes to deny herself. But if he says nothing on the day he hears of it, then he is agreeing to it.
Numbers 30:13-14

but he slipped away through the crowd and left them.
Luke 4:30

With all the angry people in the synogogue

  • jumped up
  • mobbled Him
  • took him to a hill
  • wanted to push him over a cliff

Jesus knew that his time had not yet come. He knew he was to die on a tree.

Luke 4:v.25-27 they were angry because Jesus was mentioning foreigners-gentiles. What was the view of gentiles during Jesus time…

I think how much you have helped me; I sing for joy in the shadow of your protecting wings.
Psalm 63:7

I follow close behind you; your strong right hand holds me securely.
Psalm 63:8

The LORD hates people with twisted hearts, but delights in those who have integrity.
Proverbs 11:20